MotherBlessing

I dont really know how or why but I was nearly lost the whole 2013 here on deviantart...Shame on me! I promise I'll be better this year! I wish you a great year!

After beeing sick for a longer time,I decided to write a bit,more for me then for you fellas(I bet that just a few people read my journals,if anybody does),but to concentrate my mind~ This year started rather rugged for me,so Monday is the first day for me to go to work this year.I hope it´ll be a good start. Looking back to 2012 I sadly have to realise,that I´ve lost a few persons,but also met some new people. But its a bit hard to just concentrate on the good things,I mean there were friends and lovers I lost... I also realised,that "I get in touch with you again when things are better here..." is a mean and poor-spirited way for som

Here it already is freaking cold and I feel for nearly everything...But Christmas! Whatever... Even if I have to manage 9night shifts in the beginning of december and working over christmas when my family want me there,I thought about a new "month challenge" up to the 24th of December.I mean I should be able to manage 24days,or? (ok,I get it,practical just 24days working and then call it "month challenge" is cheating!) However,im not sure so far,it also will depend on how I feel then.I´ll see~ (To be honest I just feel for a new Journal : < So I steal some time of your life with senseless things!) ______________________________________